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This is it, the moment I have dreaded, letting my boys go with their dad for Thanksgiving break. I’m sure it won’t be that traumatic if I throw myself at their feet, crying and begging them not to leave me. After that I will totally play it cool, will just get up dust myself off, kissing and telling them to have a good time.
Did not happen that way of course. We grouped hugged for a very long time. Told each one, that they were loved very much, and that mommy was in their hearts as they were in mine.
This will be the longest I’ll be without my babies. Four and a half days! (should I round up?) Don’t want to even think about Christmas right now. This is the hardest part of the divorce, being without them hurts, but knowing he is a good father puts me at ease of course.
Can’t help but to think of course in this emotional state that…..HOLIDAYS WERE MY THING! HE WAS THE SCROOGE!
Knowing I need to apologize for that statement, I have to ask, IS AN APOLOGY NEEDED WHEN YOU ARE STATING A FACT?
Being rude, and having to end this on a good note, need to remind myself what a close loved one tells me all the time….
“You can make any day your special day”
Warning everybody right now…. you better have some candy when I come trick-or-treating with my three boys on Valentine’s Day!
